acaba logo janeiro.
acaba de uma vez esse verão. esse calor.
já não aguento mais essa sensação.
presente em todos os meus dias.
tento me manter sã,
mas até um simples toque me desespera.
ter de admirar o horizonte
com o olhar perdido em terras distantes.
ter de viver todos aqueles rituais novamente
sem poder sonhar que o carrego na minha mochila
e na minha mente.

estou cansada de navegar
por um único e solitário mar
com nomes diversos.

do you remember that lyric? that song? it’s a piece of me:
“Got up early, found something’s missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing’s changed.
Who am I this time, where’s my name
I guess it crept away.

No one’s calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won’t bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there’s nothing left to see.
What’s done is done, this life has got it’s hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it’s all the same.
God won’t waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who’s gonna wait.

No one’s calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won’t bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there’s nothing left to see.
what’s done is done, this life has got it’s hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do
can I change my mind
did I think things through

It was once my life - it was my life at one time.”

Andain - Beautiful Things (DJ Tiesto Remix)